No one reads my posts...

... But that's okay. Eventually I will have a message from someone, not just now, but with time.

I can't blame them though, I've rarely used my blog, and who wants to read about the trivial lifestyle of a bland 15 year old girl? (mind you, i'll be turning 16 soon; the age of consent, woo-ee!)

First I must refine my writing skill. (Yes, that was a reference Sims 3)

Secondly, I must actually obtain some kind of lifestyle worth writing about.

Did you hear that my sister bought a puppy?

He's around 14 weeks old, and is a chihuahua, maltese, shih tsu, and foxy cross. A deadly combination of some of the most annoying canines into a lovely well behaved (for a puppy) Oliver.

Yes, his name is Oliver.

My parents have coined his nickname as Ollie, which corresponds awkwardly with one of my best friends. So I prefer to just call him Oliver. "Sit Ollie," is just far too weird for me.

Sad Tails Tonight

So today, I found out that a long time forumer friend of mine had passed away from a heart failure back in June.

He was one of the first ‘major’ people to befriend me back in my noob days on deviantART and since then we had shared many enjoyable comments, plz accounts, drawings, emoticons and laughter.

I always wondered how I’d react to the passing of a person I had only seen behind a screen. It makes me wonder what my internet ‘friends’ would think If I died. I’ve actually teared up tonight, even cried a little bit.

If there is a heaven, may it be filled with plenty of bacon for this special man.

RIP John ♰

I like to draw

Limbo

This morning I woke, in a half, half kind of way.
Depending on what bed sheets I sleep on, I can have good, bad or mediocre slumber time.
This morning however, I had slept on the special sort of sheets, which I find always allows me to have a peaceful night sleep.
My rising and shining was over a duration an hour, and in that time I gradually stepped out of sleep at a rate that left the majority of my mind and body in limbo.
So this morning, I got to spend a brilliant hour in the purgatory lands of dreaming and waking.
I turned over, stretched and switched sides from time to time. Each movement felt surreal. I couldn't feel my body moving that much, and yet my mind elaborated each movement into a brilliant, flamboyant choreography.

Limbo land is the best place to be.

Tumblr Rumblr

Tumblr is insanely mind numbing after a while.
It's manipulated the idea of blogging into a fast past stream, that loses all meaning of words and well constructed sentences.
You find yourself continuously blogging and reblogging to suit your followers tastes.
So for now I'm giving up on tumblr, and resorting back to good old blogger. (:

Bit about Blake

This is my darling Blake. We have been friends for a steady 3 years now, and known each other since the dawn of year 7. I can remember just how shy he was back in 2007, whilst he's changed in many ways, he's still the same Blake. Except, now he's all spaced, and pierced. He's getting a tattoo behind his ear soon. He's designing it, I'm pretty sure... I wonder what he'll get.

Anyway, this is a photo of him that I snapped with my disposable. That's his teddy bear Patch, and the black blob near his ear is his spacer. The thick bracelet on the right of his wrist is one that I gave to him. It was originally a gift from Indonesia for me, from an old, old friend, but not the best friend at that: so I didn't wear it. (Didn't really like it anyway) But ever since Blake started off his own bracelet collection, I've since donated around 4 or 5 bracelets to him. Including that one. (most of the others are broken now, but hey, what can you do..)

Control

Tumblr; which has been my late blogging conversion, is gradually becoming more 'public' to my 3D life. What I mean is, because of it's growing popularity, I'm finding more and more of my friends and peers following me. That doesn't go down too well with rants that are specifically centred around the people that people that are following me, so I'm reverting to blogger for now.

And if I don't like it, I might try Wordpress.

No one is reading this, but if someone does drop in for a butcher's hook, may this come as a salutation to you.

I haven't been eating healthily of late, for me at least, so I've decided to go on some fasting before the year ten formal.. which is in fifteen days. I don't have any scales at home, so I'm not sure how well this will work. It's not like something I normally do or anything, and I assure you it's not as bad as it sounds. Simply, Im going to stop snacking, eat according to the basics of the reverse diet, and halve o

r 3/4 my serving of dinner. That and some sit ups before bed should help me get in shape and lose this awkward state of chubby, off before the 25th.

Here is a photo of my formal dress:

It's not what I wanted, but hey, I can jazz it up with some seamed stockings, black pumps and a black scarf and WALLAH!